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Seeing Stars

by Deer and Coyote

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1.
Soul Growin' 03:56
The swirlin' steam of a warm cup of tea Is dancing billows and angels to me The creases and lines on weathered old hands Footprints making tapestries on soaken wet sands An old abandoned barn caged by old abandoned cars The untrained strokes of a child’s fridge art Beauty enhanced by hands unafraid of dirt A woman out weeding dressed in her garden skirt This is how I’m knowin’ that I’ve begun soul growin’ Eyes fixed in constant stares I’m seein’ art everywhere Shoes big and small creating patchwork by the door Mittens and scarves awaiting rescue from storage Tears making paths on dirty little cheeks A brave mighty warrior skinned one too many knees This is how I’m knowin’ that I’ve begun soul growin’ Eyes fixed in constant stares I’m seein’ art everywhere Raindrops smashed upon a dozen shivering windows One sun-bleached shell washed upon a sea of grey stones A vibrant blue egg hiding in a dull brown nest A single golden leaf blown upon a field of grass. This is how I’m knowin’ that I’ve begun soul growin’ Eyes fixed in constant stares I’m seein’ art everywhere
2.
I was only an early twenty and already I had to drop that bottle Broken into pieces on that old dusty alley I fell down In that bottle all trapped with no air was all I thought I had And all I thought I knew and maybe all I thought I deserved I fell down I was only an early twenty and already I had walked with despair Broken into pieces by words said and things done and battles lost I fell down And I fell down on my bleeding knees again And I wept there my face soaked with my tears And you came there and you laid face on side Close enough to meet my eyes in the dust And you cried with me died with me Bled for me died for me bled for me died for me cried for me Bled for me died with me cried with me died for me bled with me Bled for me bled for me died with me cried for me bled with me Died for me cried with me bled for me died for me cried with me And you picked me up dusted off my knees And you hung my heart to dry And then you blew your wind all through my veins And your life into my eyes And I finally realized that all of this time I had looked at my blood-soaked knees And I had thought that blood was mine I fell down
3.
It was the small man a truly great man Who did these great things so many praised But he did sad things religion hid Beating his breast why was he born different It was the small boy a truly great boy Who did these good things that went unseen Hidden by bad things done to be seen A cry for help for a safe father’s love Father’s fear being known so they hide their souls Sons they fear growing cold so they live for gold If beautiful men would unroll their hearts of stone They’d lead the world to embrace a broken whole It was the small boy deep tender heart With tears too easy or so he was told Grew up a real man muscles and sword Finally disarmed in a safe lover’s lap It was the shepherd the gentle soul Shuffled and shifted his broken whole Up to the podium amidst the throw Of dancers and weavers to sway arthritic bones Father’s fear being known so they hide their souls Sons they fear growing cold so they live for gold If beautiful men would unroll their hearts of stone They’d lead the world to embrace a broken whole
4.
And if you’ll have me I’ll wander with you All those nights of red and blue New pillow each night lay down your head Beneath those blankets you’ll find My love is there And if you’ll have me I’ll wander with you Play a few strings I’ll sing us a tune New pillow each night lay down your head Beneath those blankets you’ll find My love is there And if you’ll have me I’ll wander with you New mercies each morning for this travellin’ two New sunset each evening lay down your cares Just check your pockets you’ll find My love is there My love has long been yours Since on that day when we first met I’ll never quite forget how you just paused and smiled a bit Then calmly helped yourself to it
5.
I adore the lights and friction and all that comes with it But I’ll just never be a city girl at heart I need abandoned secret places and wide-open spaces Come let’s take a drive straight to the countryside I love the crazy tapestries A constant moving machine But I’ll just never be a city girl I need that lonely tree That autumn field calling me Come let’s take a drive Straight to the countryside To the countryside I adore the flow and rhythm and all that comes with it But I’ll just never be a city girl at heart I need a hidden earthy moss floor and giant towering forest Come let’s take a drive straight to the wild side I love the crazy tapestries A constant moving machine But I’ll just never be a city girl I need that lonely tree That autumn field calling me Come let’s take a drive Straight to the wild side To the wild side
6.
Echo Echo 03:13
She cries to the man on the moon I am alone I am alone Echo echo come home Did she finally find her voice Many men always around She keeps them out on limbs Fruit when she feels down Echo echo come home Will she finally find her voice Never the stillness don’t let it get too quiet Never the stillness don’t make me face myself Never the stillness don’t let it get too painful Never the stillness echo echo come home She cries to the man on the moon Am I alone am I alone Echo echo come home Will she finally use her voice She cries to the man on the moon I’m not alone I am never alone Echo echo you’re home Will she listen to that voice Never the stillness don’t let it get too quiet Never the stillness don’t make me face myself Never the stillness don’t let it get too painful Never the stillness echo echo come home
7.
Seeing Stars 04:35
There is a place of quiet loss A universe within itself But this loss is not a moving on Like death after a long-lived life It is not a singularity Outward motion of galaxies Expanding from creations point Beginner beyond space and time It’s a constellation of grief Moving in reverse against all laws In a linear monthly sweep And it’s more like death towards life There is a place of perfect time A universe within itself Expanded too quick gravity cannot Collect all the dust and make the star Expanded too slow gravity collapses The dust becomes one big black hole It is not a singularity Outward motion of galaxies Expanding from creations point Beginner beyond space and time It’s a constellation of grief Moving in reverse against all laws In a linear monthly sweep And it’s more like death towards life My heart has been hit and I’m seeing stars Heavy heart expanded there’s nothin’ left to burn Finally a supergiant destroying myself I’m a supernova death has triggered birth There is a place of comfort sweet Near to the heart of God A place where we our Saviour meet Near to the heart of God
8.
Black Sheep 03:39
Black sheep black sheep have you any wool Yes sir yes sir three decades full One for the master and one for the dame And one for little blue eyes who lives with the shame Black sheep black sheep have you any wool To pull over the eyes of the church and all its folk One for the master turns out he’s the father And one for my idol turns out he’s just a man Pink boy blue room blue sky Blue girl pink room pink hope Pink boy pink face blue eyes Blue boy red eyes bruised heart Broken bones mending stronger Broken hearts taking longer Hurting souls filling hunger Freedom roads singing louder Black sheep black sheep convince them he’s the back sheep Yes sir yes sir three generations you will fool
9.
Take A Risk 04:30
I’ll hold your hand if you hold mine I just don’t wanna love more this time Can we meet in the middle somewhere between Meant to be and scared out of our tree Take a risk on me Take a risk on me Yeah You came floating by In your little your little rowboat You held out your hand Ten feet ten feet from shore Now what am I supposed To do to do with that Be the one to jump again And fall fall fall in your lap Take a risk on me Take a risk on me Yeah Now all the poor souls Who try after after the math Can go on ahead And thank you thank you for that Now it’s gonna take more than that Because I refuse to fall into somebody’s lap I’ll lose my head and my heart Before I fall fall fall for that trap Take a risk on me Take a risk on me Yeah I’ll hold your hand if you hold mine I just don’t wanna love more this time Can we meet in the middle somewhere between Meant to be and scared out of our tree Take a risk on me Take a risk on me Yeah
10.
I’m the soft forest floor bed for your weary feet While you are my mountain strong I’d stay a fierce gold finch gently weaving our nest And you my giant of oaks I’m a tempered weapon weight in a warriors hand While you fight the lion’s den I’d stay fiery sunrise slow warmth across your face Morning pleasure consuming Fan the flame of sleep Morning mist and valleys deep We traversed five thousand feet Hidden halfway I’m the little gemstones that dance around your crown While you are the king among men I’d stay Morningstar hand in hand through the forest glens Luthien to her Beren I’m a tempered weapon weight in a warriors hand While you fight the lion’s den I’d stay fiery sunrise slow warmth across your face Morning pleasure consuming Fan the flame of love Morning intimate Rocky slopes crest then plunge Rinse repeat Fan the flame of hope Morning moon and sunburned cliffs Slow burning ascent Mountaintop magnificence
11.
She rips her own heart out it’s painful So uncomfortable and there’s no resolve Then she gives it to someone and they just decide It’s a little too messy don’t wanna get dirty All that blood and she’s left standing there And she’s told she’s just too much All that blood and she’s left standing there When will she feel enough People used to tell her when she was fifteen All legs and pokey hips squeaky clean You should be a model with a face like that Then they bought her and dressed her and then bled her clean All that blood and she’s left standing there And she’s told she’s not enough All that blood and she’s left standing there When will she know that she’s enough She says I don’t really think that I still got it And even if I did I wouldn’t know how to compete I don’t really think that I ever had it This world’s a crazy place I just don’t know how to compete All that blood and we’re left standing there And we’re told we’re not enough All that blood and we’re left standing there And then we’re told we’re just too much All that blood and we’re left standing there And we feel just too much All that blood and we’re left standing there When will we say enough is enough
12.
Just like the little girl Who stares into her daddy’s eyes and asks Will I be strong like you He says my child my child You have far more strength now Than most will ever dream ever dream ever dream And if the world tells you differently Don’t worry that don’t change me And that won’t change my love Just like the little boy Who stares into his daddy’s eyes and asks Am I beautiful to you He says my child my child You are possibly the most beautiful thing In the world in the world in the world And if the world tells you differently Don’t worry they don’t see what I see And they can’t change my love Because my love is forever And if you ever need To hear it over and over again Just turn to me and I’ll say My love is forever And if the world ever tells you differently That don’t change my love That won’t change me My love is forever And if the world ever tells you differently That don’t change my love That won’t change me That won’t change my love That won’t change me
13.
Another new year the residue pounding in my head There’s glass shards in my flower pot and a stranger in my bed Another new year my breath tastes of nickels and dimes It was a pitch black silent train-wreck and I realized it’s time I’m the one writing the story if you don’t mind Can I borrow your pen The beginning is where we develop the character And these roots will grow stems in the end Oh it’s a new year Let’s start over Facing forward Right this story Another new year I’m frozen at good intentions Emptied hands to climb ladders and was not even mentioned Another new year why not dust off those shelved dreams And face those hidden memories and refuse to let history repeat Another new year my heart can’t take one more moment I’ve blamed and named and caved ashamed and I’ve realized it’s time Another new year my breath tastes of nickels and dimes It was a pitch black silent train-wreck and I realized it’s time I’m the one writing your story if you don’t mind These stems will bloom flowers again Oh it’s a new year Let’s start over Facing forward Right this story Oh it’s a new year Let’s start over Facing forward Right this story

about

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The songs in this album were written over the span of two decades. Some were forged in the west coast rainforest and refined during months of isolation deep in the boreal. The lyrics to one came fully formed in the middle of a single night while another melody took a full twenty years to find its words. These songs have traveled in mostly old shit box vehicles and a rad 80’s tercel. One began after four months without a single physical touch. They have been jotted in journals during five years of tiny off-grid cabin living. Some were birthed from a beautiful rich history. Others from deep and wide wounds. Songs of simple moments, true love found, prolonged grief, sudden loss and pure joy. They have been watered by the agonized prayers and the creativity and generosity of many wonderful people. May you feel the beautiful weight of time invested.
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released August 13, 2021

All songs written by Chanda Bosch (unless otherwise indicated).

Recorded with Jordan Klassen at Sunrise Sound (Vancouver, BC).
*Recorded with Adam Dobres at Dobres Recording Studio (Pender Island, BC).
**Recorded in a home studio.

Produced by Jordan Klassen and Chanda Bosch.
Engineered by Jordan Klassen.
Mixed by Jonathan Anderson at Protection Island Studio (Maple Ridge, BC).
Mastered by Harris Newman at Grey Market Mastering (Montreal, QC).

Album design by Kenta Kikuchi (@kentas_photography) and Chanda Bosch.

Cover painting by Celene Wilde (@celene_wilde_art).

Album inside drawing by Missy Finlay (@littlewhitedogstudio).

All songs Socan.

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Deer and Coyote Southern Gulf Islands, British Columbia

Deer and Coyote envelops the listener in an intimate folk tapestry. As pure vocals and evoking guitar are woven with cello, one cannot help but get caught up in this honest journey.

Chanda and Danny Bosch continue to surprise those who stumble upon this down-to-earth duo! The story began with a shy bearded woodsman who hand-built himself a cello to impress a sweet songstress. The rest is history!
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